shobhan was kind enough to hear me ramble for an hour, and then we went back & forth for an hour until i hit important realizations.

to see:

we both realized that i was saying the same thing over & over again in different words. that made me feel pathetic (wrote self-deprecating afterwards).

main points:

from shobhan’s ‘staging an experience’:

my starting point right now is ‘effect’. my brain is hit with the shiny new technology. however, all my strongest work — including the recent emergence work & processing community day 2026 talk — began with affect: an emotion that people could resonate with.

we then spoke about why i’m doing what i’m doing:

and eventually arrived at why expressive work is important (for me):

it helps me move further in my journey of experiencing a feeling (unblocks). good artistic effort does the same for others.

mimi, shobhan, gwen are right — why should anyone care?


some other points:

  • giving concrete examples for abstract things.
  • might consider the term translation -> transmission → loss & interference.
  • is loss negative? sometimes interpretation 'loss' might find ground for new conversations. something ryan also mentioned.
  • sound -> reflex action | sight -> interpret -> make meaning -> action.
  • could i introduce entropy?