i cannot wake up at 0730 like i used to; i beg time to pause every morning.
there are days when i crash — i physically cannot get up from my bed. i end up sleeping all day. even that is not enough to recover.
i can feel it in my body, i can feel it in my eyes. i feel it in my skin, i feel it in the fibers of every single muscle that i own — i am exhausted.